My heart :)

To me the most beautiful heart is a heart after God. A heart after God is so beautiful because it's unique. God has a special plan for that specific person that is different than everyone else's. He puts desires, emotions, and gifts in our hearts that He uses to achieve amazing things. Now a heart after God is not even near perfect. We as Christians struggle too... probably even more than a normal person.. because we know that we are sinning. We feel that guilt or that pain. But the amazing part is God can take that all away when we let him take over. He can shape your heart to be perfectly fitted for you and the plans He has for you. I know I have gone through a lot of different things. I have had heartbreak, been stabbed in the back, friends have used me and probably still do... I have been crazy about a guy and put God on the backburner.. but then I have helped lead people to Christ, achieved goals, gone on missions trips, and much more. As you can see I am not perfect and don't have a perfect heart... it's patched up.. but God has used all my heart has been through to make it authentic. I want to share stories my heart has been through and stories that are to come that maybe people reading this can relate too. Have you ever felt like you are going through something alone, or you are the only one who is going through it? Both of these things are false. You have an amazing God who is by your side always and maybe some of my stories will show you that you aren't the only one struggling. I might add other topics as I go along but overall I hope I can inspire you to let God make your heart authentic like he has made mine :)