Mental Battle

All these voices inside my head

memories and thoughts

hopes and dreams

pain and brokenness

you are beautiful he said

then he chooses someone else

am I not beautiful anymore?

I love you he said

then he walks away from our friendship

am I not worthy of loving?

you are too good for me he says

but that just makes me feel like I'm worth nothing

why do I try to be accepted by this world?

questions flood my mind and take over

but now I am not in control

I gave my life to the One who saved it

He is perfect and all powerful

try to mess with Him

He will bring you to your knees

my Father tells me I am beautiful

He always chooses me

my Father loves me

He will never walk away

I am a sinner

yet I am perfect in His eyes

this world offers nothing compared to what my Father offers

my mental battle is over

I choose Him forever and eternally